complications

I'm fucking irritated right now with the pop ups ive been getting. Apparently my brother used my laptop, played some kiddy games, downloaded some shit and now i believe my computer is infected with spyware.
My workplace actually organized a christmas party which is tomorrow and i'm supposed to buy a present for a guy. I dont fucking have the time and money BUTTTT i'm getting my pay tomorrow! Yay! It fucking better be 300 cause i'm very upset with the last pay. Very very upset i tell you.
Something haunts me, i think about now and then. When i do, it disturbs me like hell and i feel like doing things i shouldn't even be thinking about. Interesting right, wanna know what i'm talking about right. Hahaha, sorry, not telling anyone.
Oh, and i've applied for DAE so hopefully i'll get accepted and go back to school. This has become my resolution for the coming new year. Followed by quit smoking, 4.0 GPA. Sounds familiar right. Its the exact same resolutions as last year, due to the circumstances. I hope i dont screw up this year. Everyone else is going to be year 2 and i'm year 1 all over again. I'm not sad right now, but when i actually go up to year 2 and everyone else is year 3 and finishing school, i'll feel it then.
Tomorrow is my off day. Every off day i have i make it a point to do my nails although i'll have to remove it when work starts but i like to see my nails all pretty once in a while.
I've been real tired lately. I want to spend a whole day sleeping. One of these off days i shall do that and be rejuvenated.
My mother is tempting me to be fat with her very nice smelling i-dnt-actually-know-what-she's-cooking food.
Bye~

Ecstatic

I dnt have time to update my blog nowadays.
This week i'm going all out. I'm gonna work like crazy and make sure my pay wont be like the last pay i had which was just 200. Which by the way, isn't enough seeing how i spend. Especially now that smoke more than usual. A box can usually last 4-5 days. Now it lasts for 3 days. And it can barely survive.
During breaks i dnt really eat cause there isnt enough time so i smoke. So my meals are replaced by packs and packs of ciggies. I really do have to cut down.
I watching letterman interview jude law and i'm so turned on.
I'm kinda really tired right now. So i'm just gonna go sleep maybe.
Someone is supposed to call me but hasnt. Reckon he's fallen asleep.
Anyway, night nights. Keeping this shit aliveeeeeeee.

Afraid

So, i havent been spending much time on the computer. I'm either working or going out. Its been pretty hectic lately but all is well.
I have a habit of updating every saturday, so fans, saturday shall be the day you look forward to. Unless i'm going out on saturday which would highly be unlikely cause everyone else is busy with either school or work or some other shit. And every week i make it a point to take my saturday off.
I cant bare to work on a saturday even though i wont have anything to do.

So i went cycling yesterday. I didnt perspire as much as i thought i would. It was soooo windy and it was such a nice weather except the person on the front seat of my couple bike was a very dangerous rider.
But i had fun anyway, like i always do. :)

I shall post up pictures today because i have nothing else to do.

disbelief

I just read some mat's blog and it disgusted the shit out of me.
So, my blog is dying, so is my tagboard. It died quite some time ago. I dnt know why i'm so lazy to even reply tags. Maybe i should remove it. The tagboard has lost its purpose. Its pretty much wasting space right now.

My little sister is back from japan. I dnt usually miss my siblings cause i rather not have them at home cause they're a real nuisance but i actually miss my sister. Sleeping alone in a room can be quite scary.
I worked for 10 hrs yesterday. I've been complaining alot about it but it really really was tiring and i'm going to promise myself to never do anything like that ever again. 10 hrs is wayyyy to long. Not to mention it was effing busy yesterday. There were a group of 21 people who came into the shop.
I was the host for that day so whoever came in i was supposed to show them to their seat. So when i asked them table for how many people and they said 21, i repeated "huh? 21" like a few times.

So anyway, i got pictures to post up at facebook and here too since its starting to become pictureless.
I went to botanics on thursday. And watched couples retreat which was soooo very funnyyyyy. Everyone should watch, everyone who is 16. Hahaha, although i regret watching ninja assasin cause it was so violent.
Toodle doo!